This book is based upon a young lady who tries desperately to find herself after suffering from so many types of abuse done by the hands of her own mother. As she struggle through this thing called life, she begin to make some of the same mistakes of allowing herself to endure the very same abuse that separated her from her mother and siblings at a very young age. While looking for love in all the wrong places. She finds it very hard to embrace people who have good intentions for her well being. Trust is not an option any more, sex and drugs has become a way of diminishing the thoughts of her past. The fear of being hurt has caused her to harden her heart to receive love. When it Finally comes she can not believe it and almost misses out on true love. This story at times will make you laugh and cry. Most of all my hopes are to enlighten you, the readers about the many types of abuse and how to overcome the wounds that are embedded in the minds of so many people that are still hurting and afraid to speak about it.