This collection of free verse poetry was written during long months of online class in which I seriously thought I was going to lose my sanity. Not being able to go out and socialize gave me more time to question ethics and morals but at what cost? Scribbling through several notebooks, jumping between poems, I wish to present my feelings during that time. Although they may be triggering to some, they are placed here to resonate with those who struggle. I want to bring difficult feelings first so that soon I can show that "happy ending" many people speak of but never really talk about how they got there. I have reached that point, but I will start at rock bottom and go through my vulnerable moments until I reach there.