These are the thoughts of a woman whose mind is in chaos and whose heart is in turmoil.
She's complex.
She's difficult.
She's undecided.
She would often stare at blank walls and think of a life that she chose not to live.
She has regrets. But, she can no longer turn back time and reverse all her bad decisions.
So, she writes.
As if words can heal the pain.
As if words can create wonder...