The taste of blood curled in her mouth making her nauseous. She had escaped death again. Each time curling her lifeless limb close to her heart she reminded herself of one thing. Her son. She wanted to die but the thought of leaving her precious baby alone was enough to keep her away from the medicine cabinet. But how would she survive. She still felt the gaping emptiness inside her as she recalled the last time she kissed his lips. The last time she tucked him in or saw him smile. She'd have her mother or would she? She'd have her father, gone most of her life, but would he stay? Pain, Death, and Resurrection are three words Natoshia is well acquainted with. Her story will take you with her through overwhelming loss and pain. Discover through her painful testimony that a journey begins first with accepting God's design for your life.