Jose Zayas was twenty-six years old. He wrote the book, trying to see if he could explain to himself why he feels as he does. Also, he wanted to leave an indelible impression that no matter what may come his way, these words remain fixed--to comfort him and hopefully others. Moreover, one of his regrets is his formal education. He is currently registered as a student at DeVry University, set to start classes in October 2023.