Grief is something we are all familiar with, but not everyone grieves the living. Watching someone slowly be taken away from you, by some horrible illness, is hell itself. It takes what you hold dearest in life, and taunts you with it. You feel helpless, hopeless, and just defeated. You are stuck in a never-ending cycle that will only become worse. This is my story of watching my daughter be slowly taken away from me. These are the real, raw, and terrifying emotions I experienced on this journey. I talk about death, suicide, and many more subjects that may be hard to read, but need to be said. This is my journey of grieving the living.