"I'd love to Dom you one day. You'd be a natural."When a one-night stand makes Ryan Jessop a casual offer to introduce him to BDSM, he's torn between denial of his submissive fantasies and their irresistible pull. Taking a chance, he discovers in Jim a skilled Dominant, and under his guidance, Ryan's submission blossoms. Unfortunately, guidance is all Jim can offer. The one thing Ryan wants most--a loving Dom to whom he exclusively belongs--is off the table.Sameer Farouk is the right guy at the wrong time, and as far as Ryan can tell, not kinky. No matter how clearly Ryan can foresee a future with Sameer, he refuses to settle for less than total compatibility, both in and out of the bedroom. Despite their obvious connection, breaking up is the right thing to do, even if it breaks Ryan's heart.Torn between them, Ryan must decide if he's prepared to gamble everything on one man, or if he'd be better off with a vanilla boyfriend and a Dom on the side.