It feels like the end of the world when a life you'd shared for over a decade is suddenly gone forever and you're left with the nothing but the blame. It drives you to the edge bearing that kind of weight and misery. You never think you'll breath again let alone find love or a new beginning. Throughout this journey of dark roads, exhaustation and self reflection you discover something that changes it all and brings the clarity you've been searching for ... it really wasn't you. He cheated. If you'd have been faced with that to start with life wouldn't have gotten so dark.You wake up from the blur of the years past and look in the mirror to find not just a survivor but a woman you've never met before. You introduce yourself and become best friends with her. You look forward to the next decade as your real life begins and you thank him for that. Who ever thought tragedy could end so beautifully.