It's a lot of pressure and work to be the first female alpha of you're pack, that's right you heard alpha and pack.
Name's kacey and I'm a werewolf. Now back to the point, it's even worse when you pick a female to be your beta. If I would have picked a male my pack could have switched the roles I would have to be beta and he would have to be the alpha. I wouldn't even become the luna, because we believe strongly in mates. The only time I would get out of the alpha position is when I find my mate, then I would become luna, which I'm perfectly fine with.