God is our Father, and He loves all that He has created. He has given human beings the ordinance of love and to have dominion over the beasts and not become a beast.
We may not always see Him as being fair to us, but He does everything for our good. He created us for a purpose, and it is important for each person to understand His purpose and not copy the next person nor compete with anybody. You should learn what your gifts are and not hide them nor waste them. You are being tested for eternal placement, and there is no cheating when it comes to passing your test on Earth.