Curiosity killed the cat.....literally.
Prowling on this adventure through the wilderness that was full of traps I enjoyed being captured by, I began to entertain the imaginations in my head that were sent by Satan. I couldn't stop dwelling on it. I couldn't unsee myself with women and swiftly, I began to lose all of my desires for men. The more I explored the body of a woman in my mind, the more my femininity died. Curiosity killed the "cat." Need I say more?
God was patient with me, loved me in spite of, and gave me a gift that I truly didn't deserve. A gift called grace.