was inspired by the Lord after a profound repentance experience where the Lord woke up the author every night for 30 days beginning on March 1, 2022. During that time, God opened his eyes of understanding to specific events and people's names long forgotten throughout his 75 years of life. These events or anecdotes revealed the breadth and depth of Jesus love, mercy and grace towards him and will, as well, to anyone struggling with drugs and unmentionable sins who sincerely wants freedom and a relationship with God.