when I was younger. I always felt a strange attraction to the same sex. I never dislike girls but I did feel that they wasn't right for me. I never acted on my feelings when I was young because you know they was just feelings and I wasn't taught that. I was only taught what I know. As I got older it went away a little bit which lead me dating girls. I like the girls I dated and they were nice amazing people but I felt like something was missing. When I become older to understand what those feelings was I acted upon them. Which lead me having my first boyfriend in 9th grade whom I dated 3x times. Never had sex with any of the guys I dated honestly. It just continued from there. I don't care what people say or feel about my life. It's my life. However, I do believe that if I am suppose to be with a woman than it'll happen and if I am suppose to spend my life with a man than I'll do such thing. It's not like I don't like females. Their very pretty and smart with a lot of things to come with I'm not sexually, physically or emotionally attracted to them at this point in my life. Maybe later in life. Idk. I can't predict the future.