"Only If They Knew" is a book of poems that captures a journey of emotions and questions, embodying a part of me. Each poem reflects different experiences, from the fear of growing up to the sorrow of a lost childhood, the battles within oneself, and the path to self-forgiveness. It explores the terror of commitments alongside the deep yearning for love and belonging. Themes of self-doubt intertwine with moments of self-love, delving into the truth and complexity of feelings. This collection isn't about healing or comfort; it is raw, sad, and painful.