Meg Apperson grew up having a relationship with Jesus, and she always trusted God. But it wasn’t until her daughter Avery—a miracle in so many ways—was born with a litany of life-threatening birth defects that she began to fully understand what it means to trust Jesus with . In this heartbreakingly beautiful memoir, you’ll learn how a mother fought for her child, her family, and even herself as she grappled with the weight of failure—of letting down everyone around her and feeling let down by God. But in the midst of the fight, through heavy grief, she not only discovered her own voice— If you have ever experienced grief, suffering, or pain ... If God has ever asked you to surrender more than you thought possible ... If you’ve ever questioned how God is at work in the darkness ... is for you. This book will show you that You’ll discover new ways to rely on God’s trustworthiness.