She didn't know how to be a widow. Widows were old. Not twenty-six and pregnant. Valerie moved cross-country, gave birth, and found solace and healing in art, journaling, and alternative spirituality--discovering along the way how to be strong in the face of single parenting, dating, and reinventing herself after tragic loss. If you like reading memoirs about ordinary people living through extraordinary circumstances, you'll love Valerie Ihsan's ENHANCED version, which includes her booklet titled BUY TODAY to get BOTH BOOKS and follow one woman's path of courage, hope, and grace.