This is the story about my eldest brother, Robert Lueder, who committed a crime at the age of 23 and paid for it for the rest of his life. Even after serving his time in prison, society would not allow him to prove himself a changed and better person. The story as he tells it begins as he is going to court for robbing a liquor store. Historical criminal facts about my eldest brother, Robert, are per, The Superior Court of New Jersey, Appellate Division and Docket No. A-2435-88-T5. His story is told by his typewritten journal, written while he was in prison. Part I of V.