C. M. Ohanian Not so long ago, Clémence, 34 years old, seemed to have it all: the perfect marriage, model children, a castle-like life on the French Riviera, her dream job, a loving family and friends... Yet, on that August night in 2020, she found herself desperately alone and literally paralyzed in the ambulance that was taking her to the emergency room, caught by the harsh reality of her toxic divorce, burnout, and this new love that was leaving her... "I watch the images of each important step in my life as a woman flash by, like a film director in post-production, with the rhythm of my favorite melodies as the soundtrack. I plunge into this haunting retrospective in which I am the heroine, as if to remind myself of who I really am. I don't know where this chimerical journey will take me or what kind of feature film I will watch, but I feel that the next session with my therapist will not be in vain!" This first volume is a journey into her past, laying the foundation for what will lead her to this spiritual epiphany that will shake up her life, change her perception, her dimension, and call everything into question. What if chance did not exist? What if everything was written? The first steps of a lone doe on her spiritual awakening journey, towards soul wholeness and unconditional love.