On the surface he's just like you. He's a son, a brother and a grandson. He's a teacher, a student and an advocate for all. With a seemingly good life on the outside One-day De'Rek is found in an empty tub with dried blood coming from his wrists. An act of suicide; that shocked his entire existence. Follow along his reasons for feeling that he couldn't go on. Journey with him through chapters and experiences that forced him to feel his departure was the best option. These very raw and detailed stories give you a direct look into what occurs when De'Rek stopped loving himself and was improperly loved by the very people meant to protect him. Venture through the reasons that killed De'Rek and learn the signs and steps of a human suffering and how one mans' death became another man's birth!