"Paw was the man who was uncontrollably sleeping with other women." He did not want to love me the right way to support me. His bm said I'm not smart, but she just doesn't know I have my paw under control. I could never be forever slow and stupid. "Paw is not somebody I want to be with." So why would I want to be with a man who causes another woman to become pregnant? I've got too much smart knowledge to know and understand. I would never intentionally hurt myself or attempt to interact with him on that level. Paw is someone I will never trust. I will never get close to him to be a slow, stupid woman because I am too intelligent for paw to be in my life to destroy me and my career. I will put everything first in my life before I let paw destroy me with his twelve children.