After suddenly being diagnosed with a rare form of aggressive cancer, I immediately started spiraling downward. Denial Loneliness Fear Depression Anger Self-destructive behaviors My life was a disaster. I was a mess. I was doing just about everything I was instructed not to. All sense of responsibility flew out the window right along with my sense of morals. Further and further I slid into the deepest, darkest part of my life. I had come to terms with the fact that my life was over. I was going to die. Until I was rescued from not only cancer-but from myself.