She earns perfect grades, has the right set of friends and wears the right clothes. She's a golden child, and the long-awaited answer to her parents' prayers. I walk through that life-Sarah's life-every day, but it's like I'm watching from some perch on a tree outside the window. I'm always searching for something: some feeling, some connection, some person. I don't know who or what it is. All I know is that I don't belong. I've known it all my life. So when I finally discover what I've always known in my heart to be true, the words hit with the force of a freight train, leave me hollowed out and numb. But those same words? is Book 4 in Lily Foster's Blackbird Series. Second chance romance, enemies to lovers, forbidden love and men in uniform...Find out why readers are calling the Blackbird series . Book1: Book 2: Book 3: Book 4: *Every book can be read as a stand-alone, and all are intended for readers 17 and older due to *.