I thought I'd be helping people, but instead I'm stuck teaching them to be just like the rest of us. Uninspired and undervalued. When Madison shows up in the front row, I'm captivated by her refreshing spirit. I can't take my eyes off her, even though I should. Madison is off limits, but she is perfect. The one person I could always rely on has left. My sister fell in love and moved across the country and I feel more alone than ever. Oliver makes me feel seen, but I know he is holding back. I can't blame him. I shouldn't blame him. Our love is against the rules.