It was a cold night in November 2011. As we walked the prayer trail, I could feel the weight of our calling. We were praying and believing for a miracle. I would soon learn that God's ways are not my ways. He would use a journey of healing sown through tears to deliver joy to this Moma's anxious heart. Throughout this journey of parenting, much was revealed as I learned to trust. Surrender, a word that was taboo in my vocabulary, would soon become a way of life when I was encouraged to let go and let God. Enjoy these confessions from me to you. I pray that you too will learn the beauty of trusting in the Father's heart.