This is my story. The good, the bad, and the ugly. I am not going to hide the truth anymore. I have lived a lot of different lives in the short span of my life. Hiding from myself and due to fear of love. Fear of being weak when people see who I really am. A broken and terrified little boy, who just wants to be loved.This entire book is just a collection of essays from my mind and they are all my opinion on different subjects. Some affected me personally, while others are me looking from the outside, but either way, these are all very important Such as matters of love, race, sexuality, mental health, rape, eating disorders, and abusive relationships. Life is not pretty, therefore it is time to bring out ALL of the ugly features and call out shitty things in life that continue to happen so we can learn and grow as a society and prevent these atrocities from continuing to occur.