Life often looks different than what we hoped, planned, or expected. The phone rings in the middle of the night, the test results come back, or the relationship falls apart and we're left disappointed, lonely, heartbroken and disillusioned. After a brain tumor diagnosis at age seventeen, Kaitlyn Bouchillon came face to face with the first of what would be several "even if not" moments. It's one thing to say God is able. But when the rubber meets the road, will we still say He's good even if He doesn't come through like we know that He could? With honesty and vulnerability from her own in betweens, Kaitlyn will help you: