I had it all. Two beautiful children. A gainfully employed husband. A successful food blog.The only thing missing from my life was . . . heat.And I wanted to live. To live loudly and without fear.I also wanted my husband to think I was as hot as I was when we were high school sweethearts. More, I wanted what my sister had: love, passion, and a husband whose love was infinite.Because something was happening with Rob. Had he fallen out of love with me? Had he found someone else? Was I not-Sigh.Was I not enough?