I began writing this book when I was about 20 years old. It was an early time in the development of my beliefs. My spiritual and mystical thoughts at the time were very deep and I spent a lot of time meditating on different symbols, especially this ancient hexagram seen on the cover. This symbol was used long before judaism and is a yantra and mandala to be used for meditation and can be seen on the cover. This symbol is not the same as my Creation Star, which is also a different form of hexagram. This book also reveals my early confusion and anger with religion and life. Through my meditation and deep thought, powerful spiritual knowledge and answers were revealed to me. I wrote these down for myself and for my student readers. Here you'll find deep hidden knowledge and wisdom!