This unsettling and challenging autobiography delves into the dark world of pornography, and the damage done by living a double-life. It articulates the pain and suffering experienced when, in the deepest clutches of despair, it feels as if there is nowhere and no-one to turn for guidance. It explores the darkest depths of the human psyche, the kind of desperation culminating, ultimately, in suicidal ideation.But this gripping memoir shows that it is precisely in these moments, brought to your knees and overcome by anguish, that hope can re-emerge and you can be reborn. When you surrender your life to Jesus Christ, you will experience the light, the joy, and the love of God. You will at last experience freedom as you've never known before, and your relationships with your loved ones, with yourself, and with your creator, will be transformed irreversibly and for the better.If you've begun to lose hope then this book will help you to find the peace you've been craving, and provide you with the tools necessary to craft and cultivate a life of truth and belonging.