You have "it". There is nothing you can do but sit there and think, Even as those thoughts fill your head, you realize, it's true. The doctor was talking about you. These are the real-life thoughts and questions that came to Joshua Gladden upon his cancer diagnosis in his early twenties. Newly married, about to embark on the journey of his life, his plans seemed to derail upon receiving this diagnosis. However, his whole outlook changed as he, his bride and their families slowly walked through the process. His hope in writing " ?" is that his personal experience can benefit others. Says Joshua, "Even though our experiences may not be the same, I believe that most people diagnosed with this disease ask similar questions. More than likely we feel some of the same emotions. Hopefully my story can help the reader better understand the thoughts and emotions that can be associated with someone on their cancer journey."