"You know, sometimes I don't know what to be or not be. It's confusing. I know who I am at my core, but I don't always know the best way to express that... to express it in this body, I guess. I feel like I'm on my own and there are so many people who hate me for being different. I don't understand it. When I tell them I'm transgender they seem to have me all figured out instantly, but how can they? When I'm still struggling to learn and understand myself." The transgender YA love story all trans kids deserve, written by #ownvoices author Riley Rian.