In Joshua Loyd Fox's autobiography, a childhood of abuse and loss became a lifetime of poor decision making, lost relationships, and not meeting his full potential. This created a state of perpetual rage and frustration that he unwittingly took out on his loved ones. Finally, after a battle with a possible fatal ending, he found peace, joy, purpose, and relief from the demons that had been attacking him since early life. He finally found peace after the catalyst that changed him completely.