: I didn't have the easiest childhood. An absent father and eccentric mother caused me to have to grow up fast and left me damaged in relationships. Control is important to me. I maintain control in my relationships with men, never letting them get too close. Four years ago, I met a much older man who gave me the best night of my life. He opened my eyes to pleasure I never could have imagined before he vanished into thin air. He's reappeared in my life. The chemistry is undeniable. Oh, and he's the best friend of my longtime crush, but maybe my crush isn't the most intriguing man in my life anymore. Four years ago, I made a mistake with the cousin of my best friend's wife. The same wife I've had a crush on since the day I met her. That mistake is back in my life, and we can't seem to stay away from each other. For the first time in years, I'm fantasizing about a woman who's not my best friend's wife. Jade and I want the same thing. A no-strings good time. A secret no one needs to know about. The problem is, she's the perfect woman for me, and secrets have a way of coming out.