started many years ago. My journey had great veils of years, but also many joyous memories. In my journey, I did not understand why a loving, caring, and gracious God would take a little girl's daddy at such a young age. What was the purpose? What was He thinking? Overwhelmed with grief, it was difficult for me to see that all things happen for a reason. I believe God's using me so His work can be seen through me. I truly believe this book was an inspiration from God himself so that I can help someone in their agony. It aims to be an inspiration so they won't go through all I did, that they might turn to Jesus instead of wallowing in anger, frustration, and grief and will continuously call on the Lord for His peace, joy, and deliverance. Looking toward heaven, I realize now that I do have a Father who loves me and who is still alive. He will never leave me or forsake me! Thank you, Heavenly Father!