I was sitting across from you. My boyfriend was sitting next to me. It was never a love triangle. Any feelings I had for him had long since faded, and he had no one to blame for that train wreck but himself. I thought I was leaving for good. You were gone for so long. Thought I lost you when I'd never had you to begin with. I hated him for running you off, and hated myself for the person I'd become. I wasn't good enough then. is the first book in Lily Foster's bestselling Let Me series. Intended for readers 18 and older due to mature content.