Life does not prepare you for the loss of a loved one, The loss of my husband was such a shock to my emotional being that I felt lost, broken and alone. It shattered my world. My husband and I were married for 46 years before he passed away from cancer. The days that followed were very difficult and painfully emotional. I cried..., I prayed... and I wrote. The Lord blessed me with support from my family, old and new friends.. My inner spirit told me I would be all right as long as I relied on the Lord. The Lord gave me the strength to go on. I knew the Lord would somehow turn my life around, I am still a work in progress and He is not finished with me yet.