My father's warped mantra and harsh rules conditioned me to have the discipline that got me to where I am today. I need to get my head back in the game or . Raised by a father who was as brilliant as he was insane, I learned from an early age that strength came from will power and self-denial. My life was about control and without control I had nothing. Then I saw her. I'd made the deal with Shay to prove that nothing could break me . . . but I was wrong. A sinfully sexy standalone novel.