This is a collection of over 50 poems written over six years telling a heartbreaking story of pain, trauma, confusion, and love. The poems are in order of their creation, and by following the underlying story and noting the ages next to the titles allows readers to fully put themselves in the mindset of each poem. This is a true insight into the struggle of late teenage to early adult life, dealing with hardships and danger while finding love in the midst of a broken home.