JOSEPH LEZAMA fulfilled his final covert ops under the guise of a missionary for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Six months after his return, Joseph is struck down with bi polar disorder, a condition not of the mind but status of the brain. Joseph calls upon his God but his God is nowhere to be seen and Joseph is left to suffer the curse of the Prophets. He is confined in several psychiatric wards that attempt to discredit his beliefs until he him-self begins to doubt. There is no man who hasn't left anything for God and His gospel that has not received a hundred times more in this life and in the world to come, eternal life. The promises for Joseph were reneged and there are no answers as Joseph is lost somewhere in the asylum of mental health.