The ineluctable destiny of a woman who had to navigate the rocky bumpy roads called PHASES. She didn't know how to travel through those dangerous roads. A woman going through changes in her life in her 20s the demon (anxiety/depression) devours her soul, and then again in her 40s. She is a college professor whom embarks in a dangerous relationship with one of her students. She pops her fourth. Do you speak French? Can she survive without her BFF? Her husband takes a walk to the coastline. Her admirer admires the dieffenbachia. Can she escape her sexy young Mexican younger? Should a woman remain still? Or be fearless. Her perturbing life is intense, yet rejuvenating, but her daily nagging question is. "Should I go? "Or should I stay?" WHAT DO THE THREE COLORS OF LIPSTICK IN THE COVER SYMBOLIZE. It has a real life ending, and not a happily ever-after one.