This book was thirty-two years in the making and is meant to be a praise to God for all He has done for me down through the years. By relating experiences of Him dealing with me, I have established a deep relationship with Him. Without these experiences, I believe that relationship would never have happened. My desire for sharing this story with others will perhaps help deter someone from making the same mistakes I did and fall into the same pitfalls that brought so much unhappiness. For victims of sexual abuse, don't allow yourselves to remain a victim by keeping quiet. Tell someone. Although this book shows a lot of ups and downs, it also reveals a life of happiness and joys, a sense of accomplishment while holding on to God with a grip that won't let go while He says, "I got you."